Seeking a Recipe

In the process of questioning my relationship to food and cooking as someone who was raised as a woman, I came to the realization that I cannot subvert the role of a woman cooking simply by saying that I am. The same is true for taking on the role of a sugar baby. I cannot claim to fool older men by playing a character that is almost as easy to embody as my natural personality. To fool is to be fooled in these contexts. I seek to truly subvert the role of a sugar baby and a woman in the kitchen by compiling recipes I receive from men on Seeking Arrangement, the most popular site for breeding sugar relationships.

Context: Generational economic tensions and gender relationships in new interpersonal online exchanges

Concept: The reversal of roles and the relocation of power in unbalanced gendered and generational transactions through the use of food.

 

Emma, Tashi, Teresa

Emma

  • Don Quijote homages in the style of mouse people
  • Commision glass artist for miniatures that act as stand ins for roleplay character
  • Make merch around commissioned character

 

Te: How are you exploring this world in a way that is informing a concept rather than just participating in the community in the same way you normally would?

E: How would artists react to their character being taken away?

One on one interaction with artist and slowly steal their character…

Ta: Is this along the lines of a marketing exercise?

E: Yes because I had the intention of joining the subreddit and drawing in return for mild recognition. 

Ta: Your approach is pragmatic in a way that is important when making interesting work. 

 

Ta: How interested are you in tying in historical references?

E: Historical references are more present in my glassworking. More involved in internet culture in terms of illustration. 

Ta: It’s interesting that you mention Dnd because there is so much lore there that I can’t see how that wouldn’t be a part of the canon for western art history. 

E: When drawing animals the context of objectification of bodies is eliminated to a certain extent. 

Ta: Are you doing research on mythology linking humans and animals.

E: No because I want to just reference internet culture with no deeper meaning other than that I’m referencing internet culture. 

Ta: There are definitely masc and femme associations with animals and the fact that you are subverting that is interesting. 

Ta: (in regards to “snake people” from DnD) If you gave some sort of reference or visual vocabulary then it would inform my experience as a viewer much more. 

E: I don’t like referencing sexuality in my art. I dont think it’s relevant to my practice.

Ta: Straying away from furry culture so radically is interesting. 

Ta: How many commissions do you think you’ll do?

E: I don’t get a ton of requests but I have found that I get more requests now that I’ve been drawing animals. I’ve accessed the market of people that want animal drawings sans sexuality. 

Ta: How many commissions will you do for the archive before the archive speaks for itself?

E: 30-50… want to find common tropes of someone who requests a certain animal

Ta: When it comes to reference (earlier comment), when you have more pieces in your body of work the reference becomes less necessary. 

 

Tashi

  • Google search for bios with “fame” included
  • Archive will be comprised of profiles that have the phrase “famous someday”
  • Interviewed Boston skater about his thoughts on fame

 

E: Are you planning on interviewing more acquaintances or online strangers?

Ta: I am open to collaboration with anyone, but covid is limiting. 

E: Interview is very good foundation to jump off of, interviewing more will allow you to categorize subjects… are they self aware? 

Ta: I definitely want to interview someone who is not typically confrontational on the fringes of society but avoiding exploitation. Omegle interviews?

T: I think a platform like omegle will work well for facilitating the kind of conversation that you want, but you might get people who are completely fabricating every answer. 

 

Teresa

 

Ta: Are you aware of the fact that these men are probing you to reveal something particular about yourself in the same way you are them?

Te: I realize that the fact that I very easily take on this role for the sake of research reveals something about me or how society socializes afabs in general, but I don’t think they have any sort of intellectual power over me in this situation because I am self aware and they are not. 

 

Zoom call cut off discussion

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